I hate to do this, especially right before an important activity check, but it's something I have to do. My family life is getting harder and harder by the day. I'm watching my 11 year old brother fall into a depression. My dad gets grumpier and grumpier by the day, and my mom? She's stressed out and to escape that, she focuses on her homework...Constantly. I rarely see a smile on my parents' faces anymore and my little brother just sits on the video games all day long. I need to focus on finding a way to help make them smile and make their lives a little bit happier, 'cause I can't watch them be like this anymore.
On top of that, me graduating high school is just right around the corner. I'm an early graduate which means I'm done in January, IF I pass all my classes and by the way I keep procrastinating math, I'm not going to pass math if I don't really get my butt in gear... So school's another part of this.
Then I don't know if you guys know, but I'm religious. I tend to go back and forth but in the end, I always end up being religious and believing in God. I don't really care if you agree with me or not, but I have a lot of religious commitments... I have this thing called personal progress that I need to finish before June and I was supposed to be started working on it when I was twelve. Guess who didn't? Me. So I have to do that too. hahaha. Procrastinators unite...Tomorrow! Plus, I have to go to church on Sundays and then my youth group on Wednesdays.
Then I have a job. They've started giving me more hours and so that's taking up a lot of my time again, which sucks and whatever, but it's also nice to have the paycheck, especially since I'm moving to Idaho in June. I need to save up for the moving process because I'm going to be using a lot of gas... I'm going to have to take multiple trips in my little Honda civic to get all moved up there. So I have to think about that, plus I could put a little bit of that money away for college, since I want to go to Idaho State University.
I also am keeping up on an inspirational blog. I've been noticing so much bullying and harassment everywhere, that I've put up a blog for people who are struggling. I'm trying to help them understand that they're not alone in the struggling and they've always got a friend. I'm always willing to be their friend. I want them to have a place where they can be inspired to do things and just be happy. I'm trying to give everyone a reason to smile.
Here's the blog if you wanna check it out... I make a post on there every day as of so far. I'm hoping I can keep it up.
My last reason for disappearing? I have a service project that I'm doing. I'm collecting a
bunch of stuff for Primary Children's for Christmas. I have from now until Christmas, in between my other stuff, to get as many things as possible for the kids that are stuck in Primary Children's. I want to make them a little happier too.
That means I won't be getting on very much if at all from now until January. I'll be on msn on my phone and if you wanna add me,
alex.epicula@hotmail.com
I'll try to do posts if I'm not too busy, but most likely I will be way too busy to do anything at all. I have so much I wanna do in so little time. I need to focus on real life... I'm sorry guys.
THIS AFFECTS:- Keegan Faolan Kelly
- Alexander Jameson Black
- Samuel Kayden Attack
Love you guys so much and I'll miss all of you. If you don't have msn but you still wanna talk, you can also
email me on that. Emails go straight to my phone like a text message. If you don't wanna do email, I also have Twitter, which is
also hooked up to my phone. @alexepicula. Other than that, you're out of luck, 'cause as I said, I probably won't be on here much.
You can basically talk to me through email, msn, twitter, or my blog. You can leave comments there...
I hope I can get on soon.
Love ya guys,
Alex.
